The holidays are fun. They are a well-earned diversion from
our mundane lives and by the end of the year, we need a diversion. The holidays
are well-choreographed chaos beginning with planning family visits around
EVERYONE’S schedule, the panic of choosing the right gifts for the right people and wrapping, bowing, labeling and
shipping said gifts. It is the rush of writing the Christmas letter (yes, we
are the annoying family that writes an update letter), addressing cards,
getting stamps and mailing the cards in time for them to reach their
destination before Christmas. It is the hunt for the perfect Christmas tree,
the ornaments, lights, wreaths, garland and stockings hung with care. And
feasting. We didn’t have one Christmas feast, we had three. We had the one when
my parents came to visit (okay, we feasted at a restaurant), we had the feast
when my sister came to visit and the one on Christmas Day with Nana. The
holiday festivities are a huge, dramatic prelude to a short-lived climax and
finally the “Thank you notes.” I do hope all of you wrote personal notes and
didn’t send a mass text or tweet just saying “thanks.”
But now that the holidays are behind us and the last pine
needle has been swept up, it’s good to get back to normal. There is a lot to be
said for routine. I like routine. Everyone goes back to work and school and we
have dinner at six. It’s comforting to know what to expect. But do we really
know? Sure, the Big Man is back to work and the Little Man is back to his Play
Care, but my car is leaving puddles of a mysterious fluid on the garage floor
so it’s off to the shop for that. One of our big, yellow labs who chases the nocturnal
thing on the fence every night precisely at 8:30 aggravated his hip. This
morning he was stiff (sorry old man, you aren’t as young as you were).
As I’ve written before, I prefer to live in my planner
without too much straying from the schedule of the day. My husband is more of
the spontaneous ilk. We’ve both learned to adjust. I have learned to go to bed
even if action items on my list haven’t been completed. My husband has learned
to ignore my panic when he suddenly suggests we do something. He has also
gotten better and will tell me on Thursday that we should take Little Man to
the zoo on Saturday. To him that’s planning. To me that’s a whole rearrangement
of chores and schedules (i.e. stress) but at least it gives me a few days to
plan.
Life is constantly in flux and there are surprises that pop
up out of nowhere that catch us off guard and make us say bad words that I don’t
want Little Man to repeat in church. At least with a routine there is a
framework, or scaffolding, to prevent us from falling too far off the cliff.
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